There's not much to say 2day...except 2day's weather is amazin'.........that's all!

Roumi

Let's see....how shall I start this long awaited entry?..........Not sure.....but all I know is that since my last entry, a lot has happened. I am still workin' in the same place as I have been for almost 5 years now....it'll be 5 yrs. this November to be exact. I will be heading back to Housatonic this fall for another Associate's Degree and my major is gonna be Behavorial Science. I am very excited to be heading back to school and be able to learn new things as well. In relation to my personal life, I am currently with someone very special and his name is Dino Smith. We have been together for 4 months now and I am very much in love with him. I hope that him and I are together for a long long time. On other things, I am so happy I am now 26, cause I am hoping in the next few months until the end of this year, my life will get better in terms of possibly getting a better job and being able to enjoy taking classes again at Housatonic this fall. Summer's almost over, which sucks, but I know I have to enjoy it while it lasts. Hope everyone has an awesome weekend, as well I hope to have one myself. Hope to post on here more often. Have a good night, comment if u want.....enjoy!

I have my grandma's ashes in a memorial necklace that I carry with me almost all the time cause she was my idol and I'll alwayz love her with all my heart and soul. I miss her soooooooooo much, but I know she loved me and alwayz thought about me when she was alive. She was a strong woman and I am proud to know her for that. Her ashes mean the world to me......she's the best thing I ever had in my life.....yeah baby!

Let's see, how do I start this blog entry?.....Well, I would first like to say that I am so happy that 2009 is far and gone.......good riddance to you and all the bad times I went through the whole year. A new year is here and I am proud to say that I will strive to be a better person and I will try to find a better job and also find someone special to share my life with. I am praying that my family and me can better our economic situation and be able to be more happier than we were in 2009. I luv all my friends and family, I don't know what I would do without you guys. I am so happy..........New Year.....New Me!!!!!.........Yeah Baby!
Comment if you'd like........have an awesome weekend everyone.......Muawhssss!

Roumi

I dunno what's been going on with me lately, but somehow i seem to be thinking about my ex quite a lot lately. I know he hurt me a lot and all, but hate to admit it, i still love him. Sometimes i wonder what is the real reason why we broke up and ended up the way we did......not even speaking to each other, let alone seeing each other. I thought him and i really had something special going for us......but i guess i was wrong. When i was with him, i gave up everything just to be with him.....and i didn't care what people used to say about us......because in some way or another, we loved each other very much! I wish i could talk to him and allow him to see that there's a way for us to fix what happened between us......but i am so afraid of what might happen if i do. All my friends think i'm crazy cause i still love him......but what can i do? I can't help the way i'll alwayz feel about him. If anyone has any advice as to what i should do about this, please comment and let me know........this is hard for me to deal with and not sure if i'll ever get over my ex...........
Thanks and enjoy ur weekend!

Peace,
Roumi

I am now an HCC Alumni Student...........yay me! I am so happy about that. I can now go out and get a better job...........which is a big step for me. Thanks to all my friends and professors and also my family that I met at Housatonic that allowed me to accomplish my dreams.........I luv y'all. Work has been tyring and fun at the same time........but I know I need it for the sake of my family and I. I am still lookin' for that special person, and I know that I will him soon. That's pretty much it. Leave me a comment or a shoutout if you'd like anytime you'd like.......

Thanks again to everyone I love for allowing me to achieve my dreams and goals......you guys rock!!!!!!!

Much Luv,

Peace!

I just wanted to let you know that in 3 weeks, I will be a graduate of Housatonic with an Associate's Degree in Human Services. I am so happy and proud of myself and for the 5 people that will be attending my graduation, I am thankful for all of you among others for all you've done for me to accomplish this goal and have an amazing time reaching it. Other than that, I am trying my hardest to find a better job for myself.........hopefully I will find one soon. As to my love life, we'll see what happens in the future......can't get discouraged or anything. That's pretty much it. Have an awesome weekend everyone and sending hugs and kisses to everyone I luv and cherish with all my heart.........!
Bye!

Okies, to start of, I would like to say that meeting my new hot guy friend Kevin has been the best thing that has happened to me in such a long time. I am hoping that in the future, him and I end up together. As it is, I already care a lot about him, and I hope things get better between us as time goes by, and I also hope that we become close friends and like I already said, I really really really wanna be his g/f. I want nobody to mess up what we have already and what we're gonna have in the future together. He's a great guy and he deserves a good grl in his life and I hope that's gonna be me. I Love You Kevin As A Friend 4 Alwayz........You're The Best!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anywayz, I can't wait till I graduate from Housatonic next month and I also can't wait till my wisdom teeth come out next month too, since they are such a bother for my other teeth. I also can't wait to find a better job for myself and get my life straight...............Yay Me!

So it looks like things are lookin' out for me..........so I am proud of what I've accomplished so far and what my future may be as well.........

Thanks again to all my friends and family...y'all rock!!!!!!!!!!!!

Much Luv To Everyone!
Keep On Rocking And Living The Life Baby!

Bye 4 Now!

I know I haven't written any entries in the last month or so, but it's because I've been really busy with work and other stuff. Anywayz, all I can currently say right now is that as every day goes by, I keep on learning more about myself and it makes me stronger and stronger than ever. I am proud to say that I am starting to understand why I should let the past go, and start fresh with new beginnings in my future and also my family's future. I am also happy to announce that starting 2day, I am officially over my ex and that from now on, the only thing that is in my heart is my future, my graduation in May, and also who, I might find in the near future, that might become my future husband. No matter what, I do know that because of my ex, I learned a lot about myself and what love really means. We may have hurt each other in so many ways in the past, but as we have learned from those mistakes, we are more mature than ever. There is one song that has inspired me lately, and it's The White Tie Affair's "Candle(Sick And Tired), because in a way, I am still burning for my ex, but I know he is in a much better place right now without me, and I am very proud to know that he will find "his place and special someone" soon. This week has been so great 4 me, and I'm pretty sure this weekend will be the same as well. I wanna send my love to all my friends and family, I luv ya all and I am so blessed to have all of you in my life. You guys are "The Climb" in my life......Hell Yeah Baby!!!!!!!

Sharing the love and happiness to everyone here on livejournal! Muawhsssssss to y'all!!!!!!!

Bye 4 Now!

Hey, I know I've waited a while to write a entry on here, but now, I figured I would write one, because I have a few things to talk about. First thing, since I moved back to my old place(my house that I own to be exact) a week ago, I feel more at ease since my mom and I don't have to pay rent anymore, which is a huge weight off my shoulder. Next thing, I know have been telling myself that I am extremely mad at my ex, well, I sorta am, but to be honest, I am still in love with him. I can't seem to get him off my mind lately, and I don't know what to do about that. I miss him terribly, but I know that I'll never be able to be friends with him, let alone ask him to be mine again. I know I have to move on and think about other things, but somehow, I feel that he'll alwayz be in my heart and I'll never forget him. Last thing, I will try to post more entries as often as I can, depending on when I have time, but other than that, I'm so happy things are getting better 4 me, and my future is looking a lil bit brighter everyday......yay!

Much Luv,

Hugs & Kisses,

Peace,

Roumi